Nothing Surprises Me Anymore....
...and I mean nothing. People's selfishness, phoniness, gossip, cheating, lying, backstabbing....NOTHING. People can just be so self-centered and it gets under my skin so deeply. While I'm not writing with any one particular person in mind, but it seems like everyone has been infected with 'humanitis'. Many research shows that it is human nature to do the "wrong thing," that is to be bad. So is it that people are conditioned by society to be humane, and nice, etc? I do believe that there are some genuinely nice people in the world, but in general people are so horrible, mean, awful.
I am a nice person, but I feel like when I am nice to people they just try to take advantage and run over me. I refuse to be taken for granted, but I also refuse to live a life of cynicism. It's a constant internal conflict of mine. It's why I prefer to stay by myself or CERTAIN people whom I don't mind being around 24/7. It just seriously gets under my skin how people act. THE WORLD CANNOT REVOLVE AROUND EVERYBODY !!!!!!!!!!!!...it just cannot.
...but not to be self-righteous, I may have a slight case of 'humanitis' myself =/
Twitter Celebrities:
I know it just seems like I'm lashing out on humanity today, but I love people. It erks my nerves when "regular" people you know and have conversations with refuse to follow me back on twitter. It's like are you trying to make yourself seem like some type of celebrity or something??? Especially because your replying to everything I say to you, but do not want me to follow you back ?!?!?! C'mon son... #realitycheck in 5......4....3........2.....
Diet update:
Everything's still good...although I feel like I've prob gained like 5 pounds because I've been stressed lately, female probs, and have been eating badly. And to top it off I haven't been in the gym in like four/five days. Man, I solemnly swear to partake in two hour work-outs for the rest of the week.
Other News:
Graduating in :::: 16 DIAS !!!!! God has been so good to me !!!!
Ordered my first ever virgin indian remy hair today...18 inches. I'm going to be SO FAB & SO HOLLYWOOD ! =)
